I Don't Think She Noticed

A couple days ago my mom was criticizing me about how my blog posts are too long + blabby. Well, if you looked at the first few couple of posts, I suppose they are. HOWEVER, I must say that in defense, my posts are now a lot less blabby {if that is a word anymore}.

Alas, I have looked back {and it sorrows me to say I even typed that}. Oh, well. :D

You know how sometimes I keep losing track of time and suddenly I think "WAIT WHAT I THOUGHT IT WAS STILL OCTOBER!" Because it's almost May. O_o I suppose that looking back at whatever stupid little thing that happened before comforts me for the fact the aliens did indeed not steal all my time. I just happened to have wasted it. :)

I was supposed to get ice cream today... -__- Stupid lines.

A Day in Events #6

Lalalalala.... Yes, yes, another busy day.... Let us analyse. I had my computer on practically the WHOLE ENTIRE DAY. Yes, I am certainly, certainly, very ashamed of myself. Better make some use of it. Awesome lunch - homemade fries! {With old ketchup, of course.} Oh, beat that! {Excluding the ketchup part.} Not the same as these, though. Sooooooooooooooooooooo yummy... Thanks to dad. :D I browsed awhile... going from here, to there, and straying far away from brainstorming for my project. I need an idea! Then, it HAPPENED! Out of nowhere... My lip swelled up. Well, at first, it was just itchy. Then, it was bumpy. Then, it changed color. O_o Ya, bizzare. Thank god it didn't last too long. I guess the salty dinner took care of it. :]

A Day in Events #5

Ah....it's a Sunday. Yay. Too bad I got interrupted in my beauty sleep. My dad woke me up to ask if I knew where the gel pack was. Dazed, I responded, "Gel Pack?" He left me, in my misery, to face the dark world. I had lots of things to do today.

Dentist appointment. Stupid dentists. I had to reschedule this one, because we didn't get the notifications for the last one. {Our home phone was broken, remember?} Their latex gloves freak me out. I think some of them get to lazy to change them. {shudder*}

Flute class. I was late, {yet again} because in the first place I had to have lunch late, and before that I had come back from the dentist late, because before that my dad wanted to go grocery shopping, but prior to that I was woken up late, when my dad asked for the gel pack. It's a circle. Cycle. Whatever.

{sigh..*} So much stuff. STUFF! stuffstuffstuff. Yes, I SO just said that. What are you gonna do now, tape my fingers?

Ralph kinda passed out today. Too tired. We all need healthy caffine pills.

Such a Waste...Tsk Tsk

Oh wow! Today was a waste of time. Well, actually, more than just time. Mainly band-aids. I kept replacing mine for that one cut I had. It gets really annoying to I have to keep replacing it.... Arg. And then I wasn't really concentrating when I was trying to study, instead it was just random events on the computer. Stupid computer. I really hate you sometimes, you know. ><

Anyone waste things today? I also didn't go recycling. Does that count too? O_o Well, I certainly do need to. Our pile is getting large...

Maybe I could also save time + energy by not turning on the computer all the time. Hmp. Stupid computer. SEE? It all comes back to you. :P RALPH! We have some business to do...

Apologies

{Sigh..*} I was feeling slightly bad in the morning, since the night prior the stupid Monopoly game with my friends was so darn fun, which resulted in a late night. {Ralph went to bed early, he doesn't like staying up on Fridays for some reason.} They stayed kind of late, and I totally forgot to do the project thingy and all the other stuff I wrote down yesterday. Actually, I just felt like relaxing because of this project for a competition... It turns out that it's due a MONTH earlier than it was, and I was told last minute that I had minus ONE MONTH of time. This resulted in my rush of work, and I had to push aside everything. It was due Friday {yesterday} and I turned it in. I was in a very good mood after that, so I invited over some people, we watched some movies {good and bad} and played Monopoly which was very VERY fun {it ends from there}. Then, I realize I had finished none of my homework for my extracurricular classes, and I had to cancel. Therefore, I would like to make an international world wide web apology. {Yes I know, very official.} On behalf of my irresponsible behavior, I would like to apologize to my friends {who stayed up very late with me and possibly got in trouble}, my parents {for staying up so late and not really keeping track of the things I was supposed to do}, and my writing tutor {for having to cancel last minutes because I didn't really have time to focus on the homework since I was spending so much time to finish the big project for the competition}. Phew. That's over.

Does Anybody Have Some Cough Drops?

OMG I'M SO BEHIND! Well, you know, remember how I said I would try to post everyday, like keep having this blog updated with Ralph stuff, so that it won't become one of those really pitiful ones with an almost blank page, because someone didn't bother to add to it or to even delete it, 'cause they just didn't feel like it, or they didn't like to particularly consistent, ect? Yea, well I don't think the consistency thing is so easy now, it's just like some weirdo took this crunchy machine and suddenly messes up all my time so now it's like all frayed and deformed and making me go on and on and on and I finally think I understand adults when they go all whiny: "I don't have time!" I mean, I know I'm not halfway as busy as them, but something like that. So, because I've made it a big deal to all my friends {who have blogs} that they need to post everyday, I guess I should avoid being a hypocrite and post too. But like, NO IDEAS! Writer's block for even writing nothing. Hm. CONSISTENCY, I SHALL NEVER LOSE YOU! Sophie, just watch, I'll catch up, I WILL!!! BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!! {choke, cough*} Ok, I'm done with the maniacal laughing. Geez, they really should have spell check on this. Who knows if I'm spelling things wrong?

...And Where Does The Time Go?

I find myself often having trouble, trying to complete the things I have wanted to do that day. And the thing acting against me? I really don't know. But, i do know that it's somewhere between my lack of time management, getting off track, and not being aware of time as it passes by. I mean, authors and poets and a bunch of other people are always writing about how time flies by, and how you're supposed to manage your time wisely. I've read countless poems, books, and related all talking about time, and how it "passes you by.." I also read this book called The New Policeman, that talks about time and how it was leaking everywhere. Yea, it was a good book. Now, that does sound pretty poetic and cool, but it doesnt really help much. I mean, how are you supposed to manage your time when the wall might as well be absorbing it without you noticing? Or when there is a joker behind your back, quieting changing the clock? However your time goes, it's always unable to gain back. And that's the part i dont get. WHY does it go away and never come back? Is it because we dont deserve to have it back again? Is it because we wont appreciate it even IF it was gained back? Or is it because it doesnt REALLY matter that much, but we just think it does? Or is way more important than we think it to be? [sigh...*] Well, sometimes, i would be doing homework on a weeknight, and SUDDENLY, it would be time to sleep. So, i hurry to squeeze in a shower, but by then my parents would be already snoozing, and i'd quietly go to sleep, vowing that i'll go to sleep earlier the next night. Then in the morning, i'd wake up, and school would be close to starting. My dad and i get caught in the morning rush, and id be late to school, again. It's like a chain, and it always never seems to stop. Im really worried, and i think i should do something about it, NOW. But what? [sigh...*] These days i try hard to go to bed early. The main thing is to go slow: never sleep later than the previous night, and i will have likely sucess. However, if you do happen to sleep later than the night before, then you will probably create a chain, and sleep later and later and later until... you sleep so less you get the bags under your eyes, like the ones i have now. No, it's not a good thing, but it can be prevented. I really need to increase my morale, and be motivated. Eh, enough of my blabbering. I'm sure Ralph is very bored of this. If you have any suggestions as to my time/sleep problem feel free to comment. Or if you want to say anything about the absorbing wall thing. :)